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God's Mysterious Ways
so... yeah... I often look back with regret on the example I set for my classmates because I was always behind, and I let school stress me out so much... I’m a bad student and when I could I did the bare minimum of work and slid on through when I deserved to fail, but then it got tough and I had to try to learn to work hard... after year 2 of engineering school.
I never had time to study I was so busy doing homework and not sleeping and still trying to be as active as possible with His House Christian Fellowship and just working very hard at school... still I was behind and learned very little; I guess I’m slow. Sometimes I was at fault, and still I managed to get slightly higher grade than I thought, or pass when I should have failed, and I often wondered why God let me pass, believe it or not. It would have been good for me in a way to fail, give me a chance to actually learn the material and become more humble.
And then I thought I’d study really hard for the Fundamentals of Engineering exam, and relearn and learn some stuff for the first time. But I didn’t; I was lazy. I took the FE, and it was a horrible 8 hour exam in which I frantically tried to come up with answers to things I just plain didn’t know. By the way, the exam is multiple choice. So anyway, I left knowing I would fail this time, and have wasted the $100. I had learned a lesson. Wait there’s more!!! I got the results this week, and I passed!!!!!! I cannot fathom God’s reasoning behind letting me remain so incompetent!!
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